gosh why am i on about tumblr

[aurora_chiroptera]

I was looking over my Tumblr, deciding if there was anything that I wanted to save. I have tags for writing and books that I want to make sure I keep access to. But as I went into my archive, and starting looking back at the posts on there from November and December of 2013 when I started the blog... I found I didn't want to loose any of it. The cringey crossover posts and art, the fandoms I want no part of now, posts of when I was so closeted I thought I was just an ally and not queer myself... So many things that made me either nostalgic instead of embarrassed or proud of how much I have grown and learned about myself and the world.

Now I'm not sure what to do, because so much of the content isn't even my own, just reblogs I've collected along the way. Maybe I'll find a way to save it all, or maybe I'll just hope it doesn't get wiped. But damn, I didn't think I would be this sad about what it has meant to me personally.